Carina History 101 Part 1
*Slowly the door is gently opened, only a small squeeking sound being made by it's hinges, as he pokes his head in looking partially at his master* "You called for me m'lady?" *He politely states unsure if he has done something wrong, or if she merely wanted to discuss business with him.*
*A simple nod of her head is her only response as she leans back in the chair removing her glasses setting them down on the desk* "Yes...I did. Please...sit." *Gestures to the chair opposite of her desk.*
*He nods,closing the door behind him..sitting as asked.*
*For several moments of silence, no words pass from either person. Carina merely studies Miguel. He has been with her for years.... she now believes...it is time.* "How long have you been working for me Miguel?"
*Quite unsure what the point of the question he is...he ponders for a moment before replying* "Thirty years now m'lady."
"And...during this time... you have done everything I have asked of you...without question against me."
*He nods* "Yes of course m'lady."
"Throughout the years...I have come to trust you with many responsibilities. One of them being my business .... and even the knowledge of several of my contacts. However... you have done so blindly. You know... what I am....and of my society... and my standing. Yet... as well... know nothing of me... period. Why?"
*Becoming more curious as to her purpose in this mode of questioning.... for he knows good well why. From the day he met...her...from the day he was hired...he began to fall inlove with her. Though he knew he could never tell her... she wasn't the kind of woman to love... he'd come to find that over time. He'd been there every step of the way...and would continue to do so..no matter the consequences.* "I have never asked anything of you..or your history..because...I knew that in time... when you wanted me to know... you yourself would tell me. And...there would be no need for me to inquire of such things...until that time came."
*Almost a bit shocked.... but showing nothing of this surprise... his answer simply making her happy* "Well...then... in response to your words... allow me to inform you the reason I called you here. I asked you to come to my office...because that time has come. It is time...that I tell... you...everything about me.....and my past. From... my beginning as a mortal...until the time...that you came into the picture. " *She sits there for a moment..deciding where to begin.* "There...really isn't much to tell of my mortal years." *she smirks* "Like any normal kindred... I had a mother and a father. Even a twin sister for that matter. My father... was never around...always working... to make sure that 'his' family...was taken care of. And even when he was... well... it was never..wonderful around my home. My mother...was a whore. To lightly put it. My sister... the innocent bitch. And me.... well...I was... Daddy's little girl. I got everything I ever wanted. In his eyes... I never did anything wrong. No matter..what anyone said...there was always a way to cover it up. I suppose this is what attracted my sire to me. I was conniving,manipulative, and synical. Yet...I was also...beautiful...and... I knew..how to use that to get what I wanted. If one asked...I learned from the best.... my mother. No matter...I was also..obedient. My father..taught me that. My sister and I were young...when... they were killed. She was naive... but I knew what happened. They had to be disposed of somehow. At first..I missed them...then I realized how necessary the action was. My sister and I..... parted our seperate ways. I took what knowledge I had gained..and left Egypt. This...is perhaps.... where I might inform you...that... my name...is not Carina. I was born...Catherine Houskra. Named after my great grandmother. She was well known in Cairo. Probably just as my mother was..... a great whore." *she snickers some...taking a sip from the glass that has been set on her desk.... needing some of it's contents before furthering on.*
*Miguel merely listens... shocked at some of what she has told him..yet...getting the feeling...that her words....have only begun*
" I remained Catherine..for many years to come. Even after my embrace. Let me not get ahead of myself. I traveled to Spain....temporarily. I began work there...as a dancer. And.... even.... made some extra money....by giving personal performances. "*wide grin* " I however did not know..fully what I was getting myself into. One...particular evening... I had just finished my last performance for the night...when my boss came in...pulled me aside...to inform me that my presence had been requested...for a private performance. I looked the man over..... having seen him there....for months..... almost..since I had started. He had never before....asked for a private performance of any of the girls, but.... I knew...that from his looks....he would pay well. So...I did as asked. What I didn't know...was that...this was the beginning of my training. That night..well.... I was offered...a chance..to become..so much more. I inquired as to what....this job he was offering....was. He simply told me not to ask..... to just follow. So I did. I spent that night... in the most beautiful home...I had ever in my life seen. The decorations....were maginificent. It was...grande. Much more....than what I have obtained for myself here."
*His eyes widen...in almost pure delight. He had always hoped that there would be more one day.*
" The following evening....I was dressed.... in a luxurious...evening gown..... I looked...like a princess. And...felt like one. I was then brought before the high priest. Certainly...for an evening....that I would not forget. I may have looked like a princess....but..I was treated...as a slave. The High Priest..felt I was an excellent choice. However...he wanted to see more of me. The next few hours.... I was questioned.. striped.....and raped. I was forced to pleasure the High Priest...in any way he wanted. My... regnent to be... merely..... watched. Did nothing....to stop him. I swore....that if the day should come...where any man..would every treat a ghoul of mine...to be... the same way...I would stop it." *shakes her head sighing* "I thought...this would be the end of my torture. It was only the beginning. In Set's eyes...I was to become... important amongst the Setites.... in the Path of Ecstacy. However.... they felt...that I needed to be taught how to protect myself." *smirks at the memory* " This was what my regnant was to teach me. They were looking for the one...who...could become... both.... a warrior.... and a seducer..at the same time. And....well...I ..was it. To put it lightly...I was their little rat."
*He leans back.... unsure..how to become comfortable with how his mistress was treated..though
knowing....that there is nothing he can do...for it was so long ago.*
" So that I would learn..to become proficient...in weapons.... and learn how to resist pain.....every night....I was brutally beaten. There were times...when I felt I wouldn't survive until the next day...when I could again..feed...to heal. I was not allowed to heal...until 24 hours after the beating. I thought perhaps if I tried harder...the beatings would stop.... instead...they got worse. So..I tried harder... they still got worse. After that...I stopped trying...and they got worse. So..instead...I just learned to take them... and thats when they became less and less. Finally they stopped. That's when...I began training in swords. They made sure I became proficient in them. My strength increased..... my maneaverability increased. When the time was right..... and I learned.... more than enough....of Set's world... I was embraced... taken on as a childe to follow the Path of Ecstacy." *sighs rather silently* " I began my studies...of our history. Merely to discover that many Setites today...do not follow Set...as was began. Set began with the intention of reclaiming his throne in Egypt. After the third generation.... killed their sires... including his own.... he came to the intention of avenging his sires death. There...began...his followers. That was his intention. Today... Setites merely believe that what he wants of us is to corrupt...and kill. That..is where they are wrong. I discovered this...but knew better than to open my mouth against the High Priest and my Sire. So instead...I obeyed.... and followed...did as I was told. I knew that this would gain me.... recognition. I needed status....to begin getting somewhere. Unfortunately...throughout my years of physical training...I was nothing."
*He nods slowly* "......" *considering saying something...but he does not...and merely allows her to finish*
"The night came...when my sire...asked me to retrieve something for him....on a small business trip. He told me that...if I returned with the item...as requested...he would give me anything I wanted. I took this as a sign from Set. So I did... I maimed,tortured, and killed...to retrieve that item. When I returned with it.... my sire asked me what I wanted. I told him... very flatly...I wanted my heart back. I trusted no one with it. It gave one person....too much power over me. One of the reasons...why I refuse to blood bond. I believe that if someone is truely loyal to you.... you do not need to bond them. My sire...thought differently. With the item in his hand... he merely laughed at me. Ridiculed my requests. This....angered me. And.... well... I lost control..of my beast. It took the better of me.... and when I came to..... my sire was dead. I cared not.... the bastard deserved it. I quickly disposed of the body and all evidence...allowing the sun to burn the son of bitch. Well...I managed to find a way to kill those who worked for him..but none the less.. my time...to leave had come. I knew...he had my heart....and not the High Priest....so....I changed my looks.... never believe that Tzimsce can not come in handy. I changed my name.... and after 15 years of searching...I found... my heart's location. Everything....was changed about me. I even managed to discover one...who could...change my voice. Once I discovered it....I moved it. However I have not been there in years...and would not be surprised...if it is in the hands...of the High Priest here. As far as anyone knows... Catherine...is dead. Carina...well.... she was the beginning of a new life. I have gained many contacts since that day. I have taken on one childer....she was a disappointment...so I quickly disposed of her. She lived for perhaps a month..... and I will continue to look for those who make Set proud. For the day shall come...when the master will arise.... and when that day comes...he will be looking for the one that has regained control of his lands....and has avenged his sire's death. When that day comes...the one he will see....will be me. I shall become his queen. The one... to rule by his side. And we shall rule the world together.....as was meant to be."
*He sits there momentarily* "M'lady..I am not sure...I understand. You.... plan to avenge the very thing...that you did?"
*Her eyes narrow a bit* "They killed their sires.. with the intentionly. I on the other hand...did not. He was not one...that truely followed Set..... he would've died sooner or later. I just removed him..sooner than later. I should've been thanked. I studied more than he did...and proved to be a better opponent than he could offer. It is however a secret that goes no further than these walls. Do you understand? "
*He nods obediently* "Yes m'lady." *Pauses... knowing there has to be more* "What..happened to your sister?"
*Smirks a smile* "I'm glad you asked. Twenty years after we parted....I had an investigator..find her. It didn't take long at all. She'd become.... a little house wife.... I thought the part fit her well. However...I found use for her. So I decided to spare her life. However....I did not want her dead.... instead...I found a mage.... who....became willing to extend her life...and stop her aging process. I left her then. Checked back on her...every now and then...to see how she was doing. Twenty years ago... I discovered.... she'd become welcome.... amongst the kinfolk.... Strider.... none the less. I saw this as an oppurtunity......so I ghouled her. She married.... a full fledge Strider..... I was disgusted by the news.. but almost too thrilled...when I found out...she was pregnant... with twin girls. This gave me a chance.... to raise them... myself... corrupt them from the beginning. It was however unfortunate...that the girls...gained more from their father than their mother. What I didn't know....at the time of their change..was exactly what they had gained from her. She'd already been disposed of by this time. It was however nice...when one lost her memory.... " *Evil grin* "When her father and sister left to find her...well... I followed... killing them both too. A clanmate...had already had the privelege of raping the one that lost her memory. And one...day.... I shall find her...and kill her as well...if not turn her against her own people. None the less...I shall revenge against her." *Evil grin* "You have seen the pictures of them. One day... however....business...it calls."
*Miguel nods...and stands* "Then I shall take my leave m'lady."
*Carina nods..and tends back to her work* "Just remember Miguel. You are trusted. This knowledge..does not leave your lips."
*He nods..as he excuses himself. Closing the door behind him....he pauses..thinking a moment.... he did not realize before...just how heartless she was... then he shakes his head.... he knew.... and he still loves her. Nothing will stop him from continueing to please her.... perhaps one day.... he will be the one she looks to for sexual pleasing...and not the morons that she brings into her other havens. He sighs...and continues on about his work*